the rabiosexuals were just making fun of autistic rabies pride but i'm a real freak. which means that posting here is gonna get me weird looks/comments. so i guess i can link this to anyone who makes those comments. it will probably fall on deaf ears or i'll get the chauffeur treatment or even an "i'm not reading allat" comment but whatever

i like rabies in the lens that i do for a few reasons. firstly is the despair and helplessness of the situation for everyone involved is interesting. second i think it's cool that those symptoms just. do all of that. wow that's scary! and also kinda hot. lyssa is so unique. third and lastly (for now) it might have to do with the fact that i used to frequent have nightmares about rabies and that fixation might have later shifted to the lens i sometimes view it in now.

but ya that's about it i think. if i have more to say for anything i guess i can update it

since i want to weave into actually being an author like i want to... i have a rabies story idea that i plan to write and even drew some characters in my sketchbook,, but i don't have any pictures to share right now. i want the story to be a sort of tragedy-ish because i always thought the despair of the situation of getting rabies would make for a really cool story. so it's pretty cool that it could be enjoyed by both the tragedy likers and pervs alike. i haven't really started a lot yet though because writing beginnings is my hardest struggle in writing :(

unrelated but i didn't even know blog pages can be features until now?? lol i think it's funny that some thought dump can just get on a recommended like that